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Past,Present & Space

Random Thoughts

Several things attract my attention://   1. The Unknown   2. The unsolvable   3. The Past

White Dwarf Star Spirals

About 1,600 light-years away, two dense white dwarfs in the J0806 binary star system orbit each other once every 321 seconds. When they reach the end of their long evolutions, smaller stars typically become white dwarfs.  more about this on this link here: http://science.nationalgeographic.com/science/photos/white-dwarfs-gallery

Pan-STARRS discovers two super 

supernovae

Supernovae are the brightest phenomenon in the current universe. As massive stars die as supernovae, they briefly outshine the rest of the stars in their galaxy and are visible, at least once the light gets there, from across the universe. Until recently, astronomers thought they pretty much had supernovae figured out; they could either form from the direct collapse of a massive core or the tipping over the Chandrasekhar limit as a white dwarf accreted neighbor. These methods seemed to work well until astronomers began to discover "ultra-luminous" supernovae beginning with SN 2005ap. The usual suspects could not produce such bright explosions and astronomers began looking for new methods as well as new ultra-luminous supernovae to help understand these outliers. Recently, the automated sky survey Pan-STARRS netted two more. Read more at: http://phys.org/news/2011-07-pan-starrs-super-supernovae.html#jCp

Black-holes

Too Close to a Black Hole 
Credit & Copyright: Alain RiazueloExplanation: What would you see if you went right up to a black hole? Above is a computer generated image highlighting how strange things would look. The black hole has such strong gravity that light is noticeably bent towards it - causing some very unusual visual distortions. Every star in the normal frame has at least two bright images - one on each side of the black hole. Near the black hole, you can see the whole sky - light from every direction is bent around and comes back to you. The original background map was taken from the 2MASS infrared sky survey, with stars from the Henry Draper catalog superposed. Black holes are thought to be the densest state of matter, and there is indirect evidence for their presence in stellar binary systems and the centers of globular clusters, galaxies, and quasars. more to be seen on this link : http://apod.nasa.gov/apod/ap101207.html

Bigfoot

It's known by many names: Bigfoot, Sasquatch, Yeti, Abominable Snowman, to name a few. And it reportedly lives in extremely remote areas of North America and other countries. But just because a countless numbers of people say they've seen the great hairy beast doesn't mean it's real.

The Bigfoot controversy reared its head (or feet) many times in 2013. The debate surrounding alleged Bigfoot DNA continued from 2012; numerous videos and still images emerged of reported Bigfoots (or is that Bigfeet? We've never really figured that out.); a Texas press conference presented a group of Bigfoot researchers who claimed to show real, never-before-seen high quality videos of the legendary tall, hairy creature; there was also a series of "clear" photos showing two Bigfoot in Pennsylvania. more can be read here at this link: http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2013/12/27/2013-a-big-year-for-bigfoot_n_4506124.html

Bermuda Triangle

The Bermuda Triangle, also known as the Devil's Triangle, is an undefined region in the western part of the North Atlantic Ocean, where a number of aircraft and ships are said to have disappeared under mysterious circumstances. According to the US Navy, the triangle does not exist, and the name is not recognized by the US Board on Geographic Names.^[1] Popular culture has attributed various disappearances to the paranormal or activity by extraterrestrial beings.^[2] Documented evidence indicates that a significant percentage of the incidents were spurious, inaccurately reported, or embellished by later authors.^[3][4][5] In a 2013 study, the World Wide Fund for Nature identified the world’s 10 most dangerous waters for shipping, but the Bermuda Triangle was not among them.^[6] Contrary to popular belief, insurance companies do not charge higher premiums for shipping in this area. More can be read here at: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bermuda_Triangle

Demonic possession

Demonic possession is held by many belief systems to be the spirit possession of an individual by a malevolent preternatural being. Descriptions of demonic possessions often include erased memories or personalities, convulsions, “fits” and fainting as if one were dying.^[1] Other descriptions include access to hidden knowledge (gnosis) and foreign languages (xenoglossia), drastic changes in vocal intonation and facial structure, the sudden appearance of injuries (scratches, bite marks) or lesions, and superhuman strength. Unlike in channeling, the subject has no control over the possessing entity and so it will persist until forced to leave the victim, usually through a form of exorcism.

Many cultures and religions contain some concept of demonic possession, but the details vary considerably. The oldest references to demonic possession are from the Sumerians, who believed that all diseases of the body and mind were caused by "sickness demons" called gidim or gid-dim.^[2] The priests who practiced exorcisms in these nations were called ashipu (sorcerer) as opposed to an asu (physician) who applied bandages and salves.^[3] Many cuneiform tablets contain prayers to certain gods asking for protection from demons, while others ask the gods to expel the demons that have invaded their bodies.

Shamanic cultures also believe in demon possession and shamans perform exorcisms. In these cultures, diseases are often attributed to the presence of a vengeful spirit (or loosely termeddemon) in the body of the patient. These spirits are more often the spectres of animals or people wronged by the bearer, the exorcism rites usually consisting of respectful offerings or sacrificial offerings. More can be read her at: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Demonic_possession

The Plague

Plague is a terrifying mystery. In the Middle Ages, it wiped out 40 million people - 40 percent of the total population in Europe. Seven hundred years earlier, the Justinian Plague destroyed the Byzantine Empire and ushered in the Middle Ages. The plague of London in the seventeenth century killed more than 1,000 people a day. In the early twentieth century, plague again swept Asia, taking the lives of 12 million in India alone. Even more frightening is what it could do to us in the near future. Before the collapse of the Soviet Union, Russian scientists created genetically altered, antibiotic-resistant and vaccine-resistant strains of plague that can bypass the human immune system and spread directly from person to person. These weaponized strains still exist, and they could be replicated in almost any laboratory. Wendy Orent's Plague pieces together a fascinating and terrifying historical whodunit. Drawing on the latest research in labs around the world, along with extensive interviews with American and Soviet plague experts, Orent offers nothing less than a biography of a disease. Plague helped bring down the Roman Empire and close the Middle Ages; it has had a dramatic impact on our history, yet we still do not fully understand its own evolution. Orent's retelling of the four great pandemics makes for gripping reading and solves many puzzles. Why did some pandemics jump from person to person, while others relied on insects as carriers? Why are some strains more virulent than others? Orent reveals the key differences among rat-based, prairie dog-based, and marmot-based plague. The marmots of Central Asia, in particular, have long been hosts to the most virulent and frightening form of the disease, a form that can travel around the world in the blink of an eye.

Weird And Strange Ancient 

Rituals/Mostly About Rome

In ancient rome a decree of strangeness was made to the public.  Gladiator blood was recommended by Roman physicians to aid various ailments, including epilepsy and infertility.

Purple clothing was a status symbol and reserved only for emperors or senators. To achieve the color, a dye was made from murex seashells. It was treason for anyone other than the emperor to dress completely in purple. You wore purple you lost your head lol. :)

Emperor Claudius’ third wife, Valeria Messalina, was a nymphomaniac. According to ancient historians, she once competed with a prostitute to see who could have the most sexual partners in a night.

Phalluses were considered good luck charms. They were worn as charms on necklaces or hung in doorways as wind chimes as a way to ward off evil spirits. Nothing like wearing a penis around your neck to highlight your fashion statement.

Left-handed people were considered unlucky/Evil....Really the people of our past were really strange lol. I would not of had wanted to be a left handed person back in those days.

Emperor Caligula often appeared in public dressed in women’s clothing. ummmmm .... Early Transgender confusion...When in Rome lol.

Romans thought the early Christians were practicing cannibalism when they heard about them eating bread and wine as symbolic representations of the body and blood of Christ. Lol they took the saying a little bit to literal ... cannibals lol sheez.

Urine (because of the ammonia it contains) was used to clean clothes. The urine was collected by fullones (the Ancient Roman version of dry cleaners) from around the city.

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Urban Dictionary: Eurell

So was looking up different names today and I came across this name ...mmmmm two years from now maybe another baby lol maybe this would be at the top of my list for a baby name. I tend to try to be different but you don't hear that name everyday.

Urban Dictionary: Eurell

Credit

I start today's conversation with that word we all either hate or love. Credit, such a boring topic to have, but never the less I am going to talk about it lol.  Cedit was never, ever an issue for me. I went on several years of my life not really caring about it.  Til one day I thought about owning my own home, and then it hit me what on earth was I going to do. I did not even know what my credit score would be like. The question was, did I even have credit and if I had established credit was it any good. Well in the past I really did not even care or gave it much thought. So I decided to go on a website and check my credit, to see what was going on. In a shock I could not believe what I was reading, most the stuff I had on my report I don't even remember. I was confused, as I continued to read this report and tried to recollect where this stuff had come from. The hospital bills were one thing, but I had a large bill in the thousands for a home that I had co-signed rent on. Confused because I didn't remember the bill being that high, what was I going to do. I have three kids how on earth was I going to manage paying this off so that my credit would go back to normal? I had talked to a few people and most said just contact the place were the monies was due too and set up payments. If only it was that easy, these people didn't care that I had children or was struggling to live they wanted the full amount paid. So I thought to myself I guess if I saved up money maybe by the fourth year I'd be able to pay it. It seemed impossible to me and to far away for this to happen. So reading further on I really started feeling depressed.

To say that realizing you have bad credit is depressing is an understatement. As a lot of you out there would understand if you don't have decent credit it's almost impossible to do anything you would like to do (like purchasing a home ). People kept on ensuring me that I wasn't the only person in america with poor credit. The more people  talked to me about it the more I became aware that a lot of people I knew also had poor credit. Sadly I wish I realized how important credit was when I was younger. I had to become a parent and get some responsibility in my life to realize its importance which sucks. At the beginning of this adventure it took me to a website called ThinkCreditReports.com.  It only cost me a dollar to step up an account, which they refunded back to me the next day. A lot of these credit report places are expensive and since I am a mom of three it was nice to have a break on that.  After I had found out the very large amount of debt that accumulated "mind you that was to only one credit bureau".  The other two major ones had these weird hospital bills on them. The more I read, the more I started to realize, hey! this should not be on here at all. I have had medical insurance for over nine years now and this report was showing ten hospital bills. Now I was starting to get pissed off, why would the hospital charge me when I am covered? So the more I dug the more it was looking suspicious.  I was sitting in my chair, no lie, one hand gripped a phone and the other hand scrolling down the page of the computer. Oh boy I was getting ready to go off on the poor unsuspecting person about to answer the phone at the billing department at the hospital.  Fortunately I regained my composer and began to speak to the person in a civilized manner. Well according to the kind person on the other line, he said that all I had to was contact the medical card and speak with someone there about requesting my years of coverage and   getting it all taking care of. Which was a big relief on my behalf.

So my title was credit is it important, to answer that I'd say yes. You'd have to be a fool to think otherwise, like I was to just let it go and not worry about it. Now it's all about me building my credit and thankfully it will start to recover. I spoke with my bank and got a secured credit card and the building blocks have begun. If you have poor credit or are curious about it, I'd definitely start out with a credit report first and then go from there. Some people are in need of building credit just because they do not have credit at all. If you have a bank account even if you don't, go speak with one so that you can figure out a way to obtain it. Gotta start somewhere and it's always best to start the right way. Not like I did because one day it will come back to haunt you and with the economy the way it is I think we all can use less stress. Before I go I'll leave some websites on here so those who are curious can have a look. www.ThinkCreditReports.com is a good one to go to. also there is Identity Guard, Identity Force. There are other websites to check your report but these are the best in my opinion. Also If you are trying to improve your credit fast a good way to go about it is added an installment loan to the mix. This would only really apply if you have fair credit, you'll get the fastest improvement in your scores if you show you're responsible with both major kinds of credit: revolving (credit cards) and installment (personal loans, auto, mortgages and student loans). If you don't already have an installment loan on your credit reports, consider adding a small personal loan that you can pay back over time. Again, you'll want the loan to be reported to all three bureaus, and you'll probably get the best deal from a community bank or credit union.  Whelp that's the end of my post for the day, I hope I interested at least a few.  Thanks my friends til next time.

Sincerely,

The Sleepless Mommie

Would You Want To Meet An Alien?

There has been a lot of talk amongst my peers lately about the existence of extraterrestrials, are they real or are they not? Me, myself I like to keep and open mind about everything, this topic being one of those things that I can see with an open eye. To me when people think of aliens they think of large-headed freaks of nature. I tend to think of these unidentified creature’s to be just like you and me. My opinion is if they existed they would more than like look just like us except for obviously having maybe one or two  stronger features/abilities that would differ from us. I honestly wouldn’t be surprised if we haven’t already crossed paths with one or two and not even know it. No I am not talking about MIB ( Men
In Black)lol. Talking about our past and what it can tell us about extraterrestrials, did they come here and are they still here?If they did visit here millions of years ago why did they leave or why did they stay? I have been on this kick for over a week now and it seems like the more I probe, no pun intended lol the more strange stuff I come across. For example these ancient anunnaki from the Sumerian culture where they were said to worship these aliens as Gods. This is just one of those theories of course there are many more theories but here you go.

Definition of the Anunnaki :

The Anunnaki (also transcribed as: Anunna, Anunnaku, Ananaki and other variations) are a group of deities in ancient Mesopotamian cultures (i.e.Sumerian, Akkadian, Assyrian, and Babylonian). The name is variously written “da-nuna”, “da-nuna-ke4-ne”, or “da-nun-na”, meaning something to the effect of “those of royal blood”[1] or “princely offspring”.[2] According to The Oxford Companion to World Mythology, the Anunnaki “are the Sumerian deities of the old primordial line; they are chthonic deities of fertility, associated eventually with the underworld, where they became judges. They take their name from the old sky god An (Anu).[3]

Their relation to the group of gods known as the Igigi is unclear – at times the names are used synonymously but in the Atra-Hasis flood myth the Igigi are the sixth generation of the Gods who have to work for the Anunnaki, rebelling after 40 days and replaced by the creation of humans.[4]

Jeremy Black and Anthony Green offer a slightly different perspective on the Igigi and the Anunnaki, writing that “lgigu or Igigi is a term introduced in the Old Babylonian Period as a name for the (ten) “great gods”. While it sometimes kept that sense in later periods, from Middle Assyrian and Babylonian times on it is generally used to refer to the gods of heaven collectively, just as the term Anunnakku (Anuna) was later used to refer to the gods of the underworld. In the Epic of Creation, it is said that there are 300 lgigu of heaven.”[5]

The Anunnaki appear in the Babylonian creation myth, Enuma Elish.[6] In the late version magnifying Marduk, after the creation of mankind, Marduk divides the Anunnaki and assigns them to their proper stations, three hundred in heaven, three hundred on the earth. In gratitude, the Anunnaki, the “Great Gods”, built Esagila, the splendid: “They raised high the head of Esagila equaling Apsu. Having built a stage-tower as high as Apsu, they set up in it an abode for Marduk, Enlil, Ea.” Then they built their own shrines.

The Annunaki are mentioned in The Epic of Gilgamesh when Utnapishtim tells the story of the flood. The seven judges of hell are called the Annunaki, and they set the land aflame as the storm is approaching.[7]

According to later Assyrian and Babylonian myth, the Anunnaki were the children of Anu and Ki, brother and sister gods, themselves the children ofAnshar and Kishar (Skypivot and Earthpivot, the Celestial poles), who in turn were the children of Lahamu and Lahmu (“the muddy ones”), names given to the gatekeepers of the Abzu (House of Far Waters) temple at Eridu, the site at which the creation was thought to have occurred. Finally, Lahamu and Lahmu were the children of Tiamat (Goddess of the Ocean) and Abzu (God of Fresh Water).

Makes you think doesn’t it, what would you do or say if confronted by one. Would you want to even know if this is possible, and if yes what if what we always thought we knew was not even true. What if it’s all been a cover up to trick you or maybe these are just stories. Nobody can be for sure what the truth may be. We all have to use our own hearts and minds when thinking about topics like these and make our own decisions. Here are some related articles about this subject below enjoy.

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Anunnaki History – Sumerian Gods from Nibiru-

Planet X

Anunnaki is not a mythical god. He is considered one of the very first human form of God of the great Sumerian civilization. Before saying something about the extra-terrestrial God resembling human, let me say something about what if God wanted to stay with human. What about the idea of the sudden influx of unknown knowledge becoming available to us from a certain group of human like beings living in a distant planet if anything like these happen to us in today’s world, some of us still may think that God has come down to our planet Earth. Interestingly, incidents like “God coming down to earth” took place nearly six thousand years back at the time of summers as described in Sumerian clay tablets.

In 1850, Austen Henry, a famous excavator, found some ancient clay tablets in Iraq (almost 250 miles away of Baghdad) during his excavation. The exact location of this excavation was near an area of today’s Iraqi town Mosul. The Sumerian tablets give us the clue about one of the notable historical findings of our time evidence of advanced species descending to our planet, and living with humans. These Sumerian texts were first deciphered by a linguistic scholar Zechariah Sitchin, who was a master of many Middle Eastern languages: Sumerian, Hebrew, Aramaic. His translation reveals that Anunnaki was a god, lived with humans, who descended from a heavenly body. This Sumerian text is also known as Enoch, which describes Gods as “the watchers” as does Egyptian text. According to this tablet Anunnaki came from a distant planet “Nibiru”, which has been named as Planet X.

anunnaki planet nibiru

Why Anunnaki came to the Earth?

The most astonishing fact that Sumerian text revealed is how Homo sapiens were created by Anunnaki with the help of his associates. Sitchin’s translation says that Anunnaki came to our planet approximately 450,000 years ago in order to mine gold in a place in Zimbabwe. A recent research by an Anglo-American corp. has confirmed that an extensive scale of gold mining in the same area, at least 100,000 years ago. All the mined gold used to be shipped back to Anunnaki’s planet Nibiru, and the workers used to work in mines were from his planet. After a rebellion Anunnaki decided to create a new working class to do the mining for them-probably this is the very first concept of enslavement of human race in our entire history.

In order to create a new slave or working class for mining work, the Anunnaki’s genes and the native human genes were mixed up with the help of genetic engineering to create the new race Homo sapiens. This really sounds like a fairy tale, yet our modern science says us that around 200,000 years back there was a sudden change or upgrade in human genetics, which is known to us as the missing link.Though we still don’t find any logical explanation for the missing link, Anunnaki’s experiments with humans genes can answer our search for this link.

What Sumerian Text says about Human Creation?

Sumerian tablets also describes that from the beginning of creation, this new race was capable of both understanding and communicating with a complex language, and they had massively improved brain size in comparison to their close ancestors. According to many biologists, sudden increase in brain size with a huge magnitude is utterly impossible and should take at least millions of years. The emergence of Homo sapiens as we see us today, occurred 35,000 years ago with another dramatic change and till date we haven’t seen any other major brain update or change among us. Have you noticed any updates? Yes, I have noticed something very special, not in our brain but in the field of science and technology, especially in electronics and genetic engineering fields. If you take a closer look at the events of the history of the last 40 thousand years, you will see that how dramatically our lifestyle has changed within the last 50 years we all are dependent on digital technologies. Does this indicate that some major improvement in our brain has taken place in recent times? Why there is a sudden improvement in technology in 19th century? Maybe we need to wait another 100 years or more to know what actually happened in between 1900-2000 AD. Whatever it is, let’s go back to Anunnaki history, behind the new race-homo sapiens-creation, only two associates of Anunnaki contributed the most scientist Enki and Ninkharsag, who is also called Ninti.  Ninti was an expert of medicine and at the later stage of creation process she was called Mammi, probably the word mama or mother derived from Mammi.

Under Anunnaki’s leadership, Enki and Ninti had to create many prototypes of human forms before they find the perfect genetic combination for creating a working-class humans. The outcome of genetic experiments created many defective human-like creatures including human-animals.

Anunnaki was referred as “father” of Gods by Sumerian tablets and later by a number of Akadian stories-thus he was considered having the highest privileged person among his people. He was also known as AN or Anu, mostly to Akkadian people. Anu had a wife, Antu, with whom he mostly stayed in high mountainous area near the Garden of Eden, in Iraq. Anunnaki had two sons-Enki, the scientist who created homo-sapiens, and Enlil (half-brother to Enki). Later both the brothers turned into rivals to take the complete control of Earth. But Anu chose Enki to remain subordinate to Enlil, because Anu believed in genetic purity and his obsession made him marring his half-sister, who was also the mother of Enlil. Anunnaki had lots of internal problems during his ruling over this planet, including fierce battles between his own sons over the control of planet Earth. This tradition of power struggle continued and both Enlil’s and Enki’s offspring were also involved in the battle of supremacy and they fought a destructive war near the south part of today’s dead sea a recent discovery has confirmed that the radiation pattern of that area is far higher than normal

anunnaki images

Sumerian Clay Tablets speak about similar stories of Noah’s Flood

Like you and I, everybody has heard about the great flood of Noah, and interestingly Sumerian tablets also tells about the similar kind of event that took place during the time of Anunnaki. According to text translation, Anunnaki left Earth with his flying craft, when catastrophic magnitude of water inundated the entire planet. Geographical evidence also confirmed the occurrence of flood in anywhere in the time period of between 11,000 to 4,000 B.C

It is believed that Anunnaki interbreeded with Earth races in order to create a more adaptive race with the earth atmosphere and to rule the planet with full control. During the time of summers( 4000-5000 BC) , in a place in modern-day Iraq, God was depicted as human like form, but before that in Ubaid culture, in the same area in Iraq, God was depicted as reptilian-humanoids. Why there would be a sudden change in depiction of God in the same place within a short period of time is not known to us so far. But there are many accounts about the human inter-breeding with the extraterrestrials and Sumerian tablets are the most ancient source of information about God, inter-breeding, and extra-terrestrial intervention in creation of human race.

The Anunnaki

If you want to know the truth about the Planet X then you can have a look at my hub about Nibiru

Some Striking Facts about Sumerian Text

• Like almost every native culture, Sumerian tablets also describe an event like Noah’s flood took place at the time of Anunnaki.
• Sumerian tablets describe a place near Iraq called Edin (not Eden), which is very similar to the garden of heaven –Eden- describes in many religious holy books.
• Sumerian text tells about the sudden up-gradation of human form, which fits well to the missing links of the human evolution.
• This text tells about the existence of a planet, popularly known to us as planet X, which has been discovered recently.
• It also tells about extraterrestrial life was like reptilian.  Reptilian life form was purposely mixed with human form to create a working class people who could be easily manipulated and controlled.

Still, we have no hard evidence that if the story described in Sumerian texts is a mere fairly tale or someone like Anunnaki really came to our planet to rule and to control earthlings. But, the story of this ancient Sumerian book is a strong source of so-called “reptilian shape shifters” (claimed by many conspiracy theorists)like creatures ruling our planet right now. If so, why don’t we see them or are they really mixed up with human and are much more intelligent than us-only time will tell us the true story.

Supposedly Millions of years ago People lived to be up to 500+ years old they say this is because of a certain gold that was found in now modern-day Iraq and surrounding areas this gold is called :

Monatomic gold

This gold was supposedly the whole for why the anunnaki even came here to this planet to mine for this gold and this gold is supposed to extend life span and expand the mind, now I do not know if that’s true but that is what is said about it below is a video about the gold enjoy.

This ends my rant for the day hope you enjoyed the story until next time friends.

Sincerely,

The Sleepless Mommie

Ladybug And Spider

One day I was taking different photo shots and came across this ladybug killing a spider it was so bizarre to me and awesome at the same time. I love how nature has a way of bringing surprises :)

Nature at it’s finest..

Baby Elijah

Lies And Secrets With A Splash O Fake

Lying: Definition, the ability to use the least amount of information (from the given truth), bend it to your will, add some bullsh*t to it, and add a dash of charm/reality-distortion field, while slowly changing the topic Some people have a problem with telling the truth. They always fabricate stories and tell lies to get ahead or to keep relationships together. These people tell so many lies that they start to actually believed it happened when in fact it never did.They master the lying like fine art, when asked a question they are able to look at another with a straight face and lie flat out. The bad part is people fall into their web of lies fast and very easily. By the time they figure out that they were part of a lie it's already too late.The worse is when people start a relationship and the liar continues to sleep around on their significant other. Having children knowing that the children could or could not be with the person that they live with and supposively love is total disrespect towards the children and the supposed father. This is very selfish and ignorant because now children have been involved and they only know one type of life. It takes a terrible person to do something like that to another human being. By the time the person figures out that their children may not be theirs its too late because a relationship had already been established. Other liars are the types that seem to have done it all so to speak. The ones, that no matter what you say, they know how to do it and have done it. Prime example, Bob says, hey Todd, I see that you are a welder. I too have welded in the past, all the while Bob knows he has never ever welded a day in his life. So why lie because these sick fu*ks get their jollies off doing it. I've seen people actually go to lengths of lying by also getting others wrapped up into it and then getting them to confirm the lie, so that doubt and suspicion with be out the window.These lies seem to take on another life of themselves so many get said by the liar that the liar now believes his or her own lies. Nobody really knows who these people really are and they do not know who they are either. They get so wrapped up in this fictional world they built up for others that lying has now become second second nature to them. Its so scary how people become so comfortable lying to anyone at anytime. Which lies also lead to secrets a pandora box that does not need to be open or even concocted in the first place.

Secrets the Definition: Something you tell to a small number of people in hopes it will stay that way, in reality it is all for naught, everyone is going to know by tomorrow anyway. I heard it from him, who was told by her who said she heard it from... but don't tell, it's a secret! Now A master liar is also a master at keeping secrets, because they know how to manipulate a person into not telling the secret. Secrets can be a regular non harmful one like, having a crush on someone and keeping the secret between you, yourself, and I. Secrets can also be dangerous just as dangerous as lying. If a liar has intrusted a certain person with a certain secret than the unexpecting person can end up looking like the fool once the secret is exposed usually from a fellow liar. Once the liars secret gets out, the poor fool that believe the liar can become a figure of ridicule and embarrassment. Unfortunately the person has put so much trust into the unsuspected liar, that they feel the ultimate betrayal once the secret is exposed as a lie. The victim becomes shelled in after such and incident happens, and is very highly unlikely to trust people further in life. The dark side of secrets can destroy peoples lives and harm them emotionally. Just think about it if you found out a secret from a person you loved and trusted was being kept from you for years, would you not feel betrayed? Especially If everyone else knew but you, it would be extremely hard for you to trust anyone else right? The sickening feeling of not really knowing who the person you loved and devoted yourself to, is actually not the person you thought. Not to mention the embarrassment and anger that builds up inside the unsuspecting victim. We all tell little white lies and keep little secrets when we are small children. There is a big difference between a little white lie and a dark big lie, though they both are not good to do. People seem to do it anyways knowing that someone is bound to get hurt. It takes a special person to graduate from telling little white lies to big dark lies. These people typically do not have a conscious and are only looking out for themselves. Alot of these people get a thrill off of lying and making people believe believe that they are who they really are not. Once that secret opens up it is very dangerous, like a ticking time bomb waiting to explode as soon as someone pushes the right buttons. This then brings me into the last part of this post, fake secretive liars.

Fake definition: Someone who acts fake is someone who talks sh*t about a certain person, and then when that certain person is around they are nice to them. Becky- I love how last night Tiffany And Devonann were talking shit about Rachel, and now they are over their hugging her and laughing with her. Stevie- Yeha poor Rachel doesn't know that those bitches are totally fake to her. Being a fake secretive liar is the all time low of the low. These people are just pure evil and wrong. They do not care about others in any type of way at all. They would be the type of people who would smile in your face and as soon as you turn shoot you in the back of the head. They definitely are very self absorbed individuals and its taking years of practice to perfect this sicken act. An example i am going to use is from the show pretty little liars. Big sis Melissa (Torrey DeVitto) finally returned to Rosewood this week, and like always, she brought along a nasty little secret. She'd been faking her pregnancy for months! The hospital where she claimed to have been treated during her miscarriage had no records of her visit, and worse yet, their mom was in on the secret. We're not sure exactly how long Melissa pretended to be with child, but when we do, I have “A” feeling she'll look a whole lot more suspicious. Yes things like this really do happen in everyday life although pretty little liars is only T.V only entertainment, but people really do live these types of lives. I guess thats why soap operas are so entertaining and people are always intrigued by them. Fake people are the types that are always trying to fit in. So by fitting in they concoct secretive lies, which could turn into nasty rumors. If they decided to take their fakeness and elevate it to a liar backed with a bunch of secrets then the results can be catastrophic called the (Fake Secretive Liar). I do believe that the internet has paved the way for a new breed of these people because they can hide behind a screen. The sick part is these people actually get away with it, somehow some way they are always on top. As fake as the smiles and plastic boobs they have is about as fake as their friendship is with you. We can not always point these types of people out but it would be best to keep a wary eye out and if someone tells you something is not right about the person, take a second look. You never know the person who you thought you knew may indeed be someone you never even met.
Unit next time friends this is the sleepless mommie saying adu and thanks for reading.

Sincerely, 

The Sleepless Mommie

Love The Life Of An Organic

Recently I have been doing everything organic for my six month old son. I really never gave it much thought with my first son and now that I started with my six month old which has made wonders of a difference. I have been having regrets about not doing the same for my oldest. The only reason I started going organic recently is because my baby was having terrible tummy trouble with the formula that I started him on after breastfeeding. I switched to every kind I could think of and nothing worked for him. Then I came across a organic brand and thought to myself I guess it wouldn't hurt to try it out, so I went for it. It was a little bit more expensive than the other brand but I said well what's five more bucks, so what the heck. Almost immediately I noticed a difference, he was sleeping better at night and he was not gassy. So a week goes by and he was doing very well and even started gaining weight like he was supposed to. I was so happy that finally I found something that was good for him.


To cut costs I went on the website of the company and printed coupons which was excellent, because we are working on a budget. Now I am doing everything organic I think I am hooked lol. His skin was so sensitive to everything so I figured why not, right, might as well get organic baby wash and lotions too. I dont know why I didn't do this years ago seriously. Really it had to do with my ignorance and not knowing how great these products really are. So the company I get the baby organic stuff from also makes food and items for toddlers and big kids. We are now going to start my eldest son on the organic craze and see if he likes it I hope so. I really did not understand about all the hormones and things that companies are putting in foods. Now that I do I just cant simply ignore it, I even find myself reading labels on everything.


Dare I try vegan as far as clothes/or bathing products go I think I may make a go of it. I don't know if I could go completely vegan but I do eat organic food. I just cant go with out meat but I am always willing to give anything a chance. I know I personally would recommend organic products to anyone even if you are not a parent. Even at the age of sixty I think health wise would be a smart decision too make.You can really tell the difference its so uncanny lol I love it. I just going to leave this post with ten awesome ideas for why you should consider going organic. This is from the friendly website at The Organic Trade Association  a great place to learn more about it.# Organic Trade Association  

10 Good Reasons To Go Organic
Organic products meet stringent standards Organic certification is the public’s assurance that products have been grown and handled according to strict procedures without persistent toxic chemical inputs. Organic food tastes great! It’s common sense – well-balanced soils produce strong, healthy plants that become nourishing food for people and animals. Organic production reduces health risks Many EPA-approved pesticides were registered long before extensive research linked these chemicals to cancer and other diseases. Organic agriculture is one way to prevent any more of these chemicals from getting into the air, earth and water that sustain us. Organic farms respect our water resources The elimination of polluting chemicals and nitrogen leaching, done in combination with soil building, protects and conserves water resources. Organic farmers build healthy soil Soil is the foundation of the food chain. The primary focus of organic farming is to use practices that build healthy soils. Organic farmers work in harmony with nature Organic agricultural respects the balance demanded of a healthy ecosystem: wildlife is encouraged by including forage crops in rotation and by retaining fence rows, wetlands, and other natural areas. Organic producers are leaders in innovative research Organic farmers have led the way, largely at their own expense, with innovative on-farm research aimed at reducing pesticide use and minimizing agriculture’s impact on the environment. Organic producers strive to preserve diversity The loss of a large variety of species (biodiversity) is one of the most pressing environmental concerns. The good news is that many organic farmers and gardeners have been collecting and preserving seeds, and growing unusual varieties for decades. Organic farming helps keep rural communities healthy USDA reported that in 1997, half of U.S. farm production came from only 2% of farms. Organic agriculture can be a lifeline for small farms because it offers an alternative market where sellers can command fair prices for crops. Organic abundance – Foods and non-foods alike! Now every food category has an organic alternative. And non-food agricultural products are being grown organically – even cotton, which most experts felt could not be grown this way. Check  out organic food trust me you wont be disappointed :) til next time see ya. Sincerlry, The Sleepless Mommie

Randomness

Here is a list of strange things you could do to get a laugh or two...

WARNING::: some of these things are #harmless fun and some can get you in #trouble please proceed with #caution and never do anything that could harm you or others. with that being said enjoy. It's all fun and games, total #randomness #nonsense.

•     Follow strangers around a store and spray everything they touch with disinfectant.
•     Go to a #library and ask for a book on how to read. (lol)
•     Go jump on a #random person's back and yell ( RUN MAN RUN) and see what happens.
•     Go to Mcdonalds and ask for directions to burger king.
•     Go to a pet shop, point at an employee, and shout "I WANT THAT ONE MOMMY!!!"
•     Go outside in the spring when others are cutting their lawns and pull out your vacuum then start vacuuming your grass.
•      Go to a crowded store and just start howling like a wolf.
•      Group text message a bunch of your friends and type something backwards and see  how long it takes for them to figure it  out.. Example" EHT SSELPEELS EIMMOM"
•       Make up weird sayings write them down on sticky notes and put them up all over town.
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•      Jump into a taxi cab and shout "Follow that car"!

•      Argue with a random #strangers about the world coming to an end.

•      A classic that never gets old Go skinny dipping.
•      Have a #race at walmart in a shopping cart.
•      Go into a Grocery store with a lot of people and scream.  I WON THE LOTTERY!!!

Here is a video for your #enjoyment 100 things to do in Walmart

As earlier proceed with caution if anyone attempts this in #public you can get in trouble

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The Girl

A girl I know is always doubting herself and her way of life. Always complaining about not being able to live the good life. What she didn't realize is that she already was living the good life, before she messed it up. For some reason she just wanted more, never caring about anyone else's feeling just pushing through, hurting people along the way. Personally I really do not think that she cares for anyone but herself. Always carrying on about not having enough material things. She smokes, she drinks, she is wild, almost like a caged animal. Her family members always are trying to help her get on track but she doesn't listen. She keeps on and on using men using herself. She tells me that she dreams to be something great like a Philosopher. She trips me out, walking around thinking that especially when she is not living her life in a good way. I see her always using her good looks to get men to do stuff for her. It disgusts me to the max, why would she do this to herself. She is an intelligent, beautiful, witty, and resourceful person. We talk and she always lies to me this I can tell. Tries to pretend that she does not do those types of things. She screams, What are you talking about that's not me you got me all wrong.

This girl she is a good person, why does she keep doing this, I don't understand. Everywhere she goes she burns bridges with people. Borrowing money and never paying it back. Drinking and smoking like it's going out of style. Cussing like a sailor, fighting like a man. Always cursing I don't know why, it is so unattractive. I want to help her but she tells me she doesn't need help. She tells me to mind my own blanking business. It upsets me so to the point I have cried. Her mouth is so hateful and mean, I stay close by her because she needs help. She turns sixteen and decides to have a relationship with an older man. She has no where else to go her parents don't want her around. I tell her to hang in there she will be alright and things did start to turn around for her. She had her own apartment but lived with this older man. He seemed nice enough and he worked but I guess looks can be deceiving. Months in the relationship she starts back into her old ways again. I keep telling her it would be best if she just left him and tried to do things by herself. Of course she did not want or care for my opinion. She stays with this guy and he ends up beating her up really bad, almost to the point of death. Finally she lets him go and he is arrested and she is now left on the streets. I see her from time to time panhandling and I tell her she does not need to do that and we need to call her father. At this point I'm angry that nobody in her family wants to try to help her out, even if it's just for a meal. So her father has sympathy and comes to pick the girl up. He is angry with her he exclaims, why didn't you tell me all this was happening to you. She doesn't have an answer to give him. I think she was looking for more than being ridiculed and yelled at . I tell her not to worry about it suck it up and accept the help, everything will work out.

So she is doing pretty good got herself a job and isn't with any guys. She still drinks though I think at this point she might be addicted or something because she seems to not be able to put the bottle down. Making a fool of herself every time she drinks it's so embarrassing to be around her sometimes. Two years go by and she is turning eighteen, she meets a nice guy not all the others she was prone to dating. He is into the church and is a saved christian, I was so happy for her. At this point she is making good money, and is renting a nice home with her brother and best friend. Things were really looking good for her, I was proud. Then one day she just stops drinking altogether to my surprise, she tells me she is pregnant. Her whole face lit up when talking about the pregnancy. She says she is scared though because she thinks that her boyfriend will leave her. I tell her she needs to tell him because sooner or later he is going to find out. I was happy for her too but I knew this was going to be a hard road for her. Caring for a baby was not an easy task especially for a teenager. She tells her boyfriend about the pregnancy and he was really excited, he is hoping to have a boy. Weeks go by, she goes to the appointments for her pregnancy and she finally gets to hear the heartbeat of her unborn child. Her boyfriend was supposed to take her that day but he never showed up. It was okay though because we walked there together and I kept her company so she wasn't so sad.

A couple of months go by and she is starting to show now and she looked great. She tells me that she has not heard from her boyfriend in about a month now and she calls but he doesn't want to talk to her. I feel so angry at him for leaving her especially when she is pregnant. I tell her not to be upset because I am here for her and the baby she doesn't need to worry. Her job found out that she was pregnant and they fired her, she lost her housing and everyone left her behind. We find out her me mom has moved back from New Jersey, and we both are excited because we have not seen her since she took us to the clinic for the pregnancy test. The girl calls her mom and asks if she can stay with her because she has lost the home she was living in and has no where to go. She is very depressed because the father of the baby isn't there in her life. Her mother ensures her that everything will be okay and to pack her stuff up and get ready to move to her house. So we move everything that we could and left what we could behind. Weeks go by and it was almost time for the baby to be born. The girl hears from her ex boyfriend and he thinks it would be a good idea if he is with her in the hospital. She is still angry because he had left her behind, but she tells him to come anyways. Once her son is born she is so excited she has never felt love like this before and everything else that has happened to her in the past seemed to melt away. She finally found the love she had been looking for, her son.

The ex boyfriend says to her it would probably be a good idea if she moves in with him after an argument she ends up having with her mother doesn't go so well. She declines and moves in with her father he is happy to have her and the baby there with him. Well she and the ex boyfriend start to date again but she has fell back into her old ways again. She moves in with the boyfriend and things go way down hill. They argue all of the time and can never agree on anything. Her drinking starts to become out of hand again and they finally call it quits. She moves back to her mom's house and asks for help finally. The girl goes and gets help she is good and all it well later on in life she goes through ups and downs. She finally has found peace and her life is so much better. Now she is thirty and is a mom for the second time and is doing very well for herself. This story was about me and the person that always followed me was my conscience. A constant friend that stood by my side no matter what happened. Lesson to this is we all go through terrible things in our lives but at the end of the day we only have ourselves. I am happy to be sober and clean my kids got me there and I pushed to be a better person for me.

Thanks for reading my mini book lol,

Sincerely,

The Sleepless Mommie